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he/they + nb bi
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mun ☽

they/them + adult
not new to verse or muse
semi-inactive

kanzaki souma

disclaimer:

a number of things, most prominently souma's habit of hara-kiri, may be left untagged, though i will always tag if asked. if you have any issues regarding IC portrayal or OOC behaviour, please directly message the mun. my DMs are always open!

HEADCANONS:

souma is autistic! their special interests include marine biology and traditional japanese customs. with other people, they enjoy infodumping, and on rare occasion, stimming. his sword is a comfort item; much like an oversized, deadly fidget toy. despite his best efforts, he is reduced to tears when it is forcibly removed from him. owns a staggering amount of comedy clothing items. most bought in bulk by their little brother, some gifted from fans who spotted them in their BEST-LOVED t-shirt. to this day, they only know the meaning of three out of twenty-two slogans. dislikes the use of modern chemical treatments on his hair, and instead carries a tin of horse oil for on-the-go care. souma is due to be wed to another prestigious samurai family. the topic may be brought up, but bears no effect on any current relationships. in first person, he will use mainly masculine terms and ideals for himself. he is very confused about all this sexuality and gender business. they have almost supernatural control over their vascular system, allowing for feats such as preventing their legs from falling asleep and temporarily stopping their heart.


the following section delves deeper into a more serious side of souma. if you intend to keep interactions lighthearted, feel free to return to HOMEPAGE.

EXTENDED:

souma also has bpd, which heavily affects the way he interacts with others. he greatly fears abandonment, especially from peers and seniors, and will often overperform in front of juniors to keep them content. their FAVORITE PERSONS are keito hasumi, kuro kiryu and kanata shinkai. often feels unease when they are unable to be at their sides, but chalks it up to his samurai ideals. despite his initial layer of naivety, he is able to discern when someone is treating him lesser than his peers. he rationalises this with rigorous self-blame and promises to get 'better'. has had to mask for nearing their entire life, and is thus hesitant to show obvious signs of neurodivergency. may come out of their shell with gentle coaxing. his speeches can get visceral at times, with reference to bloodshed, self-injury and death. these urges are rarely act upon, and if asked, he will refuse to discuss them. romance is very, very difficult for them. their skewed view of their own RELATIONSHIPS makes it easy to misinterpret the mixed signals people send their way. has visceral, hyperrealistic nightmares, and often cannot return to bed because of them. sleeping on the ground or a futon seems to diminish their intensity.

relationships:

this account is multiship with chemistry, and will only ship with current 3rd years and select graduates. if you have a muse that fits the stated age range and are in the mood for some slow burn, feel free to reach out; all rarepairs are loved and cherished! will never write soukei or soukuro.